I always thought this was what I wanted.
I even wanted to make myself believe so.
But that was wrong.
I was wrong about my life.
I was just trying to be someone else but me.
I wanted to be someone who can be admired by everyone.
But it will be over soon.
After all, it was just a part of the journey of finding myself.
I've come all the way to here.
I'm proud of myself.
I've come so far...
from where I should be.
But that was ok.
Cause I'll soon be myself again.
It's the beginning of my show, baby!
July 5, 2009 Yoshimi